Thursday, May 31, 2007

Fell down from heaven went down below

In the hollow fiery place that we all know

He didn’t wish to go, but he had to bow

To the almighty, what could he do

Went over there and loneliness crept

Had noting to do, a million days he wept

He cried and he cried and then he said

He would not sleep till he saw them dead

He observed the place, and he drew a plan

Installed computers, high speed LAN

Modern sky scrapers and shopping malls

Dance bars and new disco balls

Then in a few years he had done what he could

Got an idea that surely would

Destroy heaven, where he did not belong

Laughed and he laughed said it wasn’t long

Then he opened the place for the mortal man

People avoided heaven and filled in when they can

This is the place where the devil dwells

Let us all pack and we can go to hell!

As long as i have known,
i have thought i never belong.
as long as the memory goes,
i just thought that i was wrong.
as long as i could think,
i found the fault in me.
but now that i opened my eyes,
i see a different scenary.


people come and they go,
your life is for you to keep.
when others can never win,
why should you accept defeat.
for everything that you do,
critics will find your faults.
thanks to them darn critics,
i feel i never want to halt.


But sometimes i get sick,
all this constant agony.
as the pain intensifies,
with rage pumped into me
when paranoia starts playing games
dizziness keeps me company
when loneliness starts to creep
it gets me to my knees


when words are all the weapons,
and someone else owns a weaponry
when you fight a losing battle
life at the opponents mercy
but this is not all but real
this is not all what i see
in the darkness of the losing fight
i see a light glowing within me

the power of me, the power of one,
the power that i possess.
the power of greed, the power of pride,
the power of selfishness.
as i lust still more for power
my hunger, never satisfied
but as long as i have me,
happy till the day i die

MOMIES... RULE DA WoRLD :)

Walks with the head held high, living up to her name,

Overcame every hurdle, winning glory, winning fame.

Struggled throughout, but never did she sport a frown,

If I ruled this world, mom I give you my crown.

Gave me all you got, made me the man I am today,

Burdened by worldly chores, but still had time for play.

Mom what to say? You are an angel in disguise,

You are the holy queen; you are the mistress of spice

Oh holy mother! This is the day I have got,

To tell you what you are, speak what I have thought.

Mom you are perfect, mom you are the best!

Mom you rule this world, forget about the rest!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

under my skin

Under my skin , to the corner of my chest
Lies there , lives there , a pound of flesh
It used to be so quiet in the spent away time
But now , things have changed , it’s a different tide
It refuses to calm down and never stay still
In and out it goes passing out waves of thrill

Once , I sat down to scavange over this changed frame
That what has happened to me , am I the same
I realized there is something new, something strange
My heart is beating now , my life is so changed

My heart was a dead part before
Where just cold and pale blood used to flow
Now its not just blood flowing in my veins
Its your feelings and love turning me insane .

My heart whispers your presence near by
My eyes portraits your face standing shy
My imagination imagines you every time
Whenever the sun rises or moon gives out its shine

You gave me life , you gave me smile
You gave me the feeling that I am alive
Its you , who taught me how to write
And above that , gave me the reason to live my life .

HISTORY MAY REPEAT ITSELF

I notice a new word everyday;
They keep blocking my senses,
Or will they rescue them?

I am collecting the garden
Petal by petal;
So that my lap will ever smell of
The redness and the greenness,
And some wanderers.

I am knitting the never known;
I am kissing the unknown;
And they are loving the new known.

What will happen to the moths,
How will the fingers running down
The candle breathe,
If I die?

Probably moths and butterflies,
Need none but the one in them;
Wanderers will find a new garden
In the lapse of my funeral…

And my words…
I am waiting for them to form
A letter: of blooming and withering flowers,
Of sun and earth,
Of night and stars,
Of eyes and wine,
With a sprinkle of thorns.

I will keep a shadow for every pulse,
Till my room smells of years,
And my blue roses dry,
And the music gets strung to my background.

Stale is not the story;
Weird may fit my pages;
But the one that writes the
First line is a Transition.

A sculpture once formed
Will not like a twin,
So I pray for the birds to
Forget my fictions,
And dive into my diaries.

They may find a woman perfected,
Closed in her petals again.

UR GIFT

I hold you as my inspiration,
My writings are but your gift…
Without you pushing me into the blue,
It would not be possible-this rift…

Life seems a tiring exasperation,
My dreary eyes are but your gift…
I have learned to hold them close,
My lonely sighs, yeah, your gift…

I trust you with all my faith,
My broken heart is but your gift…
I long for those precious moments,
The scarred feelings, yeah, your gift…

Your memories blow my existence,
Along the rise, with the drift…
Every gush of air that I breathe,
Every hollow smile, yeah, your gift….

Bleed For Me


Love me like I loved you,
Look at me as you used to do,
Care for me as I did you,
Fight for me as I fought for you,
Forgive me as you used to do,
Now Bleed for me like I did you.

Pray for me as I prayed for you,
Shed a tear like I did too,
Kill for me as I killed for you
Do it for us, for me and you,
Love no other as you used to do,
Now bleed for me like I did you.

Go through hell and ask to be free
Feel the pain bestowed on me,
Walk through fire as I did for you,
Dream of me like you used to do,
Die for me as id die for you too
Now bleed for me like I did you.

Id come to heaven to be with you
So come to me as I came to you,
wish for me as I wished for you,
Walk on water to get to me,
Make me happy as I made you
Now bleed for me like I did you.

Dance in the shadows within the valley of death
Look at life and take your last breath
There lay shameful sins that echo through
Out of me and into you,
Now bleed for me... like I did you.

To the beat of my heart

To the beat of my....
to the beat of my...
to beat of my heart..
beat of my heart

The daylight breaks, a picture show of endless takes
And the music's coming through on the radio
And I take my place, reluctantly I join the race
It's not my fight, just trying to stay on my feet
But oh there's one thing that gets to me
It's that little girl she puts me down so easily
In total absurd I'm saying these words

With every beat of my heart, I will love you
With every song, with every breath that you take
I'll give you the moon and the sun, you're the only one
Pleading love with every beat of my heart

With every beat of my heart, I will love you
With every song, with every breath that you take
I'll give you the moon and the sun, you're the only one
Pleading love with every beat of my heart
Pleading love with every beat of my heart